Not Sure Why

Yesterday was my first day of school for the fall term. Ugh. I'm not sure why but I feel enormous amounts of guilt right now.

I feel guilty for being gone all day from the house. Not sure why... since both the hubby and the son sleep during the day and I am doing nothing but laundry anyway.

My son is going through a hard time right now with learning to be an adult, and I feel guilty that I am not "there" for him. Not sure why... since when I do try to talk with him and give him advice, he just looks sullenly off into the distance and tells me, "You just wouldn't get it, Mom."

I have one class today and I feel guilty because I am going to take the car. Not sure why... but I do.

Yesterday my son woke early enough to drive me to the bus stop. I only had to change buses once, and it only took and hour and twenty minutes to get there! My first class was at 11. then another class at 12:00, then another at 2, then another at 4:30. Then I got to go home on the bus, but this time it was a different bus from the one I took to get there, because the original one is out of service by this time. Then the bus I was on went out of service halfway to the Eugene Station, so I got to ride on yet another bus to the station, then hop on a different bus to go home. Oh but alas, this bus only goes part way to my house.

So, I called my son to pick me up, and while standing near the Shell station waiting for him, I had some guy ask me what I would do for twenty bucks. Seriously? I flipped him the bird and told him he owed me twenty bucks. I ain't cheap ya know. The son finally arrived. I arrived home around 8. Ugh.

I think I might go relieve some of my guilt. Maybe stop in to church, give confession, get an, "It's all good." from the priest and go from there. What do ya think?

Just for Son-Ja

I found a sign for you Sonja! Yeah you.... Sonja! Oh and you too Bill. Post this all over the property, please.

Welcome!
Pre-announcing your arrival
helps avoid accidental gunfire
and/or unexpected nudity.

oh and ...Beware of dogs.

Thwap!

Women and men have such a different view when it comes to fuzzy toilet seat covers. I like them because they look nice. I also like them when I sit down in the dark and my husband has actually put both the seat and the lid down. Not so cold. Ya know? The man hates them for two reasons. First reason is because when it is down, he can't tell in the dark that IT IS DOWN. No noise. The second reason is because it never sits quite as flush against the toilet tank as it would without the seat cover. He often forgets to hold the lid open and then....THWAP! His poor pee pee. Sorry babe.